Awesome Wonder

Happy New Leap Year readers!! Feels good to be back despite the phase of life I am going through at the moment. I thank God for 2011 but I know 2012 will be better. There has been so much running through my mind, sometimes I don't know whether to voice it out, but really to who/whom?! If you have seen me these past days you don't need to read the frustration tattooed all over me my sister can testify to that.

In all things I still need to give thanks to God who has spared my life till this very moment, it is all by His mercy and grace. So many thoughts ran through my head today, from the aura of different male colognes which gave me a slight headache to the song "Awesome God" administered by the lovely choir in church. I had no inner-peace, my soul was perplexed with the current happenings of the nation and at the same time I envisioned the Awesomeness of the one and only great God.

It has gotten to an extent that I may have to disclaim my birth country but permit me to say I am a citizen of heaven sent by God to be ehnnnn *thinking* probably an agent of Nigeria x_x that should fit. At first I never wanted to air my views about this whole subsidy removal, at a certain point I was for Jonathan but as we speak I don't know if I am on the fence and indifferent about everything or yet again I am one of Jonathan's voltrons(twitter language- meaning to be against a person). I will try not to rant or chant away so my views can be understood.

Sunday 1st January, 2012 couldn't have been worse than waking up from a lovely siesta to see my social feeds with a tweet that PMS is now 141 naira O_O, this is the part you clean yours eyes and wonder if it is just a dream. The first thing that crossed my mind was WhyTheHell did I not fill my tank up yesterday, to me I was like I will buy the fuel like that. The next day I bought fuel only for me to realize the 1500 I just put was as good as 750naira my money had literally lost value, my savings in the bank was as good as half the value. I rained curses on Jonathan and his cabinet.

No infrastructures in place, corruption here and there, boko-haram shedding blood like its video gaming or one of those staged hollywood movies. All these made me a voltron of GEJ but I went on my own research to really see what the end meant if this subsidy is taken off once and for all since it has been a matter on the dining table for a very long time. In the long run the President actually meant well for his people or will I say subjects but really in summary it was the wrongest time for that move. Then again the word CABALOCRACY came into play.

Let's break down the word "cabal" the artifices and intrigues of a group of persons secretly united in a plot. I heard a cabal has been benefiting from this fuel subsidy or will I say they are a certain few behind closed doors enjoying the wealth available for the masses just to themselves. Let me put it in a lame man's language, they are the new generation mafia which existed in the 70's. They are absolutely untouchable that's what they feel, they feel they are gods and have forgotten they are men and dust will they return to. This reminds me of "oversight" in the tv series called nikita, the group of people who think they control the divisions op and Percy himself.

Cabalocracy is a government of the cabal, by the cabal, and for the cabal. Sometimes I just picture a group of people who have accumulated power and are at one side of a particular door while some other people are pushing this door from the other side trying to get to this room of the cabal and we the masses are watching and clapping our hands. These people have gotten us petrified for too long and enough is enough we are now fighting for REVOLUTION. I am an angry youth but I can't find myself going to ojota or freedom park with a placard of curses on it only to reach my destination to meet entertainers stealing the crowd really is that what #occupynigeria is about?! Anyway I don't know the best way to approach the situation because I don't expect the protesters to go there in a despondent manner.

Back to the Awesome wonder, I wish I could explain how I envision God, I wish I could draw it or just put it down somehow but how I see God seems it is meant to be in my head only. I know He is up there just watching and waiting for the right time to intervene. Today during sunday school in church we had a very interactive class with the caption "VENGEANCE" and the sect up north killing christians was the main focus. Different comments were voiced out whether it is time for christians to take their physical weapons and take the fight to these miscreants. They can't actually force God's children out of there, the bible says for the righteous shall inherit the earth, the same bible says wisdom is profitable to direct. In conclusion, the pastor rounded up by saying David sought the Lord and he was told pursue and you shall overtake. We can't just take laws into our hands since GEJ is feeding on 1billion naira worth of food and has forgotten his duties, he also said if he has a gun he will put it to use in the north defending himself, the time of slap left cheek I give you the right is over, once you are bombed there might never be another day to give the next cheek lol.

I wish I could just fully spit out my heart, the government is full of corruption infested leaders, we want them out but at the same time how are we sure the next generation to get into power wouldn't turn against the same people that voted them there. The people in power probably once thought I will get there and change Nigeria but they all got blinded by money :(. God owns this country and He is not asleep, soon He will fight for his own. In the words of Pastor E.A Adeboye in his prophecy for Nigeria in 2012 "It will be said All is well that ends well" for Nigeria. This too shall pass.

This post is dedicated to the Christians who lost their lives to the forces of the devil in the north and also the military men who died in that plane crash many years ago.
Armed Forces Remembrance day!!
Regards,
Ehi Egbele
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